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Sep. 2nd, 2008 @ 10:33 pm
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long time, no introspection.
tons have happened in the past few months: fell in love. graduated from college. packed up my bags, moved to new york. landed in bed-stuy. found a job. moved in with the boyfriend. played house. fought. stayed in love. found my own cute little apartment, in manhattan this time. bought two of everything.
i love the city because it lets me be. not talking for hours and hours, just being by myself. maybe it's because i have the luxury of people near and dear close by in the city, but i haven't felt lonely yet. can see how it could happen, though, since it's so easy to be alone. sid says we should, i should, he should, meet new people in the city. seems kind of pointless, though, because i hate dealing with acquaintances. and i am skeptical of friendships formed too fast. lose-lose situation.
i keep forming random sentences for short stories in my head that all sound incredibly lame once i write them down, or think to. something about a girlfriend who finally made her boyfriend her emergency contact, but had him die on her the next day. typically irresponsible of him, she would think bitterly. and then the story stops, because it's like fifty others i've read before. and then i think, hm, fascinating how all my short stories seem so transparently autobiographical--can't ever be an author, because it'll be too personal! weird feeling, to think that some random person can pick up a novel or short story and end up falling into my deepest darkest secrets, which would be manifested in my wannabe sarcastic and lofty (as janet says) voice.
(yes, i made him my emergency contact. no, he did not die on me the next day, as i had feared.)
maybe one reason macs are so popular is because they are so fun to type on. i hate my pc keyboard at work. so clunky and ugly feeling.Current Music: glen hansard - fallen from the sky (once ost) |
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with my english professor/instructor. his boyish and kind hapa looks had me from the getgo, |
i am going crazy without you guys! i </3 yellowstone and taiwan. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.Current Music: New New York |
I've been neglecting this journal for awhile now, but maybe it's time to come back.
I'd like this journal to return to its original purpose. Not random bitching, or noting daily occurences, but sharing what's really on my mind in a (hopefully) somewhat thoughtful manner. Truth comes out amongst the ones you are the most comfortable with, and I'm going to be selfish for now.
If you're not in my closest circle of confidantes, you probably know, so I'm sure this decision isn't earth shattering.Current Music: jack johnson - flake |
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